excuse me a bit i know i don't talk about what happens in my daily life very often but there are always exceptions XD

i KNEW it. i knew that there was a paragraph missing in my last (oh very emo self reflecting) post. so i was patient enough to re-type up that paragraph again though i have like, a math test tomorrow (which i know i'm going to fail anyway). so there, a new fourth paragraph added! (: and when i read through that whole entry again, it makes me think why the hell did i have the urge to write out all that. when i read it again i thought i felt something and was going to tear abit at some parts, but nooooo. i'm way too good at holding back you see.

moving on anyway.

I WAS ONE OF THE 5 SELECTED TO GO TO HOKKAIDO FOR A 7-DAY EXCHANGE PROGRAMME! :D :D :D <---omg can you see the happiness?! i've always wanted to go there! it wasn't really considered a surprise, because in the first place i didn't know what to even expect. it was a 50/50, and i thought i kinda screwed up my interview because i was never the one to display a lot of confidence in myself during things like interviews. but i got in anyway it's a damn WTF!! moment because the girl before me is from rgs, the boys before me are from ri, and the guy after me is from nus high @_@ but my parents didn't really seem to care. they always don't care when i achieve something in japanese or do well in something. but my aunt was really happy, haha my aunt is great. (along with my grandmother (: they're always so supportive) but to hell with those who don't care. know what? I HAVE SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO! YEY. k, i'm damn excited! i'm making sure that i take loads of pics there and make the best of it, and then start throwing a tantrum and getting upset because of the fact that while i'm enjoying myself there during those 7 days, REITA along with Gazette are going to be performing three lives at different places but not hokkaido. DAMN I WANNA GO WATCH THEM! T_T he'd be working his ass off and getting all tired.. *sniff* poor baby. anyway i've got details of my flight already though it's like almost 4 months before i leave! the flight schedule is damn great i tell you, and best of all, I GET TO SKIP SCHOOL! 8D Departure (from Singapore): Tues 31/7/07 @ 0810h ---> OMG MORNING FLIGHT YES!
Arrival (at Tokyo Narita Airport; transit): Tues 31/7/07 @ 1610h
Departure (at Tokyo Narita Airport; transit): Tues 31/7/07 @ 1835h
Arrival (in Sapporo): Tues 31/7/07 @ 2015h
Departure (from Sapporo): Tues 7/8/07 @ 1350h
Arrival (at Tokyo Narita Airport; transit): Tues 7/8/07 @ 1525h
Departure (at Tokyo Narita Airport; transit): Tues 7/8/07 @ 1815h
Arrival (in Singapore): Wed 8/8/07 @ 0025h ---> MIDNIGHT!!! MIDNIGHT!!!

ONE)) i'm a sucker for being at airports in the mornings and at midnights (: it gets me high.
TWO)) if i arrive at midnight on wednesday, DOES THIS MEAN I HAVE A CHOICE OF NOT GOING TO SCHOOL ON WEDNESDAY TOO?! 8D (well but i don't think it's a good idea to skip school for 8 days... think about the amount of homework that's piling up and waiting for me!)
THREE)) FOUR FLIGHTS. FOUR BLOODY FLIGHTS. YOU KNOW I DON'T REALLY LIKE AEROPLANES... X_X;; they scare me!

but damn, yes i am oh so very excited 8D and thanks to those who believed in me, that i could do it even though i was really negative about getting chosen.

one last thing, clare that stupid girl was eating ice cream in class and then for some stupid reason she smartly was trying to hide her ice cream from the teacher and eat discreetly. i had something to tell her, and i wanted to smack her legs to get her attention, but for some stupid reason i didn't see the cup of ice cream there, so yeah i totally smacked her ice cream and my hand was all... green and creamy. and even though i washed my hands it smelt like chocolate mint for the whole damn day, thanks clare! XD

{ C }
the kind of girl who mopes around about stuff ALOT
& somedays on mute mode

A LEFT-HANDER WHO FEEDS ON JROCK :D

Is a caffeine addict, & doesn't mind giving up talking for good. With not much self-confidence to start with, her ugly teeth upset her a lot but she plans to do nothing about it. Cheap thrills include rainy days, graphic designing, writing & a little dosage of her jrock darlings. Can conjure up some really good shit in her mind sometimes, but has problems putting them onto paper and into reality. Overall an average kid who's neither here nor there in everything she does, & gets bothered by it sometimes. Has trouble finding her direction in life. Mostly negative and wishes to be more apathetic. Currently finding a way to start a new life in Japan, with a different name.

Still likes to talk to inanimate things like her stuffed penguin.

♥REITA,
just because.

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